Last 2 days the Internet was cut down here only at the building to which my room is belong. I felt so nervous that I couldn't learn my words here. I seems that I have made it a habit learning words here. Acutally I was nervous not only because of this, but also that I wanted to finished the TOEFL and the GRE exams this year, and unfortunately I felt fear. I was afraid that I couldn't remember such a large number of difficult words and I feared that I could not get good marks. Today I worked, reluctantly. And I finished my job quite well. I know that no matter how I feel, I will take the exams. I will try my best and I think, I will have a good result. Fight, Fanni, there will be no gain if no pain. Work hard.