change myself

Stop lounging!!!NO PAIN NO GAIN!!!

Go read Better Life again!!!

Better than yesterday.Keep moving.

Go visiting the teachers to revise my protfolios in these 2 days!!!

This afternoon we had a quick design in 2 and a half hours.I did a bull of ***!!!And it was this time exposed my severe weakness on design expression!!!Go and train your poor skills!!!

I'm not good enough in LA.Though I've passed the audition I realize that.Cause at the beginning I reckoned that I would be rejected,but not accepted.

Read more books and contemplate it much more!

Yesterday night we talked about how difficult it would be for us to find a good job after our graduation.Everybody was complaining about it.Most of them wanted to begin their careers in the real estate,which would be higher paid and much more relaxed,compared to the design companies.Yet I wanna join the design companies.The only reason is that I wanna be a decent designer.I hope that I can design something wonderful.I've prepared well to face the difficulties.

Please live a regular life!A mess of messy things are waiting for me to solve:finding the job,fill in various sheet,thinking about the future and ...I can't believe that I'm still living so healthily...

No matter what you face,how you feel,and whether you are determined or confused,please be placid.No matter what happens please calm down.Slowly and slowly,just do it.

I'm beginning my internship tomorrow!

You will never know how different it is between the classroom and the office.You wanna work hard in the classroom but you don't,rather,sleep.Yet you wanna sleep in the office,but you either don't,rather,you have to work hard.That's the setting in which you have to utilize all your potential to make sure that you would get a promotion.

Please step by step.

Listening.

Listening to the others communicating is very interesting.We always have the chance to listen to the others.However,we can't always join them.This because we have different ideas and different opinions.The books we read,experence we go through,aspects and attitudes we hold toward the things we meet are always various different.These determine that we may not familiar with the fields that the others know well.It's common that we can't join the others when they are talking about something we don't know.Even so,just listening itself is some kind of inspiring experence.Through the conversation,we can figure out how the other people think and their and why in such a way.Compared to ourselves with them,we can find out some defects exist in ourselves and the methods to correct them.Or may be we can receive a better way to think and live.So when you are in a circumstance that others are talking about something you don't know,what you should do is just to listen silently.You needn't be embarrassed for you can't say a word.Just calmly accept that you are a rookie,and that is the reason why you should listen,and learn.

25min

We are going to start our graduate design.Everyone here is considering who the teacher and what the content he should choose,to make the design easier and not so much suffering.So did I at the very beginning.I'd like to pick the one that was related to the spirit and the tradition of the place.But I confused cause once if I failed to finish it or worse than the others did,I might be mocked.When I was trying my best to figure out one way to balance my interest and the bad consequence it may lead,I suddenly realized that I was absolutely a idiot.

I should not focus my mind on this such little thing.I remember that I'd said "Life is a long journey".Yeahhhhh!It really is.No matter how hard a design my choice is,and however I finish it,good or bad,that's not so much important as I think.Even though the choice would make me mocked by the other guys.

I believe that I will receive much more than choosing an easier one.I shouldn't focus on the bad results it may lead,but the qualities it may grant me.

I have to say that I still so much to learn.

Every day is a new day.Time will not stop running forward for your performance yesterday,no matter it's perfect or bull***.So please live every new day from now on,just forget what you performed just now,put your tiny success aside and blow your embarrassed failure away.Just grin and tell yourself that-ok,it's fine,it's okay,calm down and start a new whirl,cheer up and begin a new day,tomorrow will be much more better.And then,just fight!

The all-day internship,the ppt of Landscape Architecture English,the paper of the Chinese Classic Garden,the assignment of the Green Space Planning,the ppt of the Project Management,I'm so busy these days!!!I'm so tired!!!But meanwhile I can perceive that I'm moving forward and *** progress.I like it.Be stronger!!!Fight!!!

Please don't lose your patience even though in a circumstance that would make you confused.To be a placid guy!Fight!

My plan in November:

LA:portfolio,quick design,drawing.

English:SHB everyday,listen to the radio everyday,read an article and make an analysis,write a small passage.All everyday.

Books And Reading:at least one hour every day.

Exercise:run everyday.

This morning I had an English lesson.The teacher on the platform was talking about something I did not know well while I was having my breakfast and previewing the book would be used later.And then I was called to answer something.And then, there is no then...I made a bull***...

Tomorrow is Friday,an working-drawing day...

Sorry for not draw today.

Fanni,be persistant,and you will succeed!What you have to do is just to repeat the tiny things which would form you the important qualities,such as perseverance and the belief in the power of the time.And that is the most important in our lieves.Fight!

Only 6 minutes left.Today I finally realized that,in most circumstances I could not finish the works I planed the day before.Cause I'm having a internship job now...It's fine.I'd tried to change it,I'd tried to accomplish all the things I wanna do.

Anyway,I'll the same keep trying,to finish the things I should do.

Fight!!!

It's 23:26 now.The precious day will walk to the end soon.I feel fulfilled now cause I'd had a substantial day.This afternoon I went to the office to have drawing works checked.As I thought before,I'd made so many mistakes.I know myself well that I'm weak in structure knowledge.Everyday I work on the assignments offered by our boss.I kept drawing with my computer and I did finish them well.Yet I really know that to finish the assignments is not the point I want.I want to understand why people would make a structure in this way but not another.I wanna know the "why" but not how to do a perfect drawing.I know the reason to that why I'm weak in this.If there is one guy to blame on,that must be myself.I believe that there must be one of my teachers had told me that.I'd had some structure courses before but I didn't put my mind on them.Yes,my laziness and ignorance granted me this.And that is the cost I have paid for my wasting of time before.

Today I'd learnt so much,Thanks to my boss-engineer Xing.It's really my fortune to meet so generous a man.I hope that it would not be too late to remedy such a embarrassed situation.

The paper took me almost all the day,and I still have the English PPT to prepare.It can not be busier.I'm in a low efficiency writing the paper.And I know the reason.That is my lack of reading...I've begun reading more,but it won't make a distinct difference in such a short time.Don't be so nervous,just read every day.It will benefit you much in the future...Fight.

The paper took me almost all the day,and I still have the English PPT to prepare.It can not be busier.I'm in a low efficiency writing the paper.And I know the reason.That is my lack of reading...I've begun reading more,but it won't make a distinct difference in such a short time.Don't be so nervous,just read every day.It will benefit you much in the future...Fight.

Portfolio.

Find a solution to read more books in such a busy time.

Tonight we had a conversation with the teacher who would guide our graduation design about LA,the roads how we should decide,and introduce us some books.This teacher isn't my major design teacher through my college,and at this night did I feel that I'm studying in a college.It's an important tonight.

I have a chance to join a better company.There will be an audition next Wednesday.Drowsy.

Calm down!To be placid whatever you are facing.

So excited to see your words and your conditions now, I need cheer up too~ Keep moving~

Enjoy singing tonight.

On the last 2 days I was totally wasting time browsing the TAOBAO,though I can't afford most of them.From this moment on,everything will be back to the right track.

Every moment you should keep sober and placid.Don't be infuenced by the temptation easily.The temptation exsits everywhere,in every coner of your life.Don't lost your orientation!!!

I swear I would never ever defer the assignments anymore!Feel ashamed of myself!I vow to myself!2012.11.12.If I break the promise,ban you from learning English.